January 31, 2010
The Fourth Sunday After the Epiphany
Luke 4:21-30
Holy Trinity Parish, Decatur, Georgia
The Very Reverend William Thomas Deneke, rector


We may have heard the reading from the first letter to the Corinthians at a wedding or as a pleasant devotional statement. Paul’s ode to love has now days taken on a sentimental, romantic flavor, far from the original context of the words. Paul was actually addressing a situation that was tearing the young church apart. Christians in Corinth were doing real and potentially destructive battle with one another over a number of issues revealed in the letter. Everything he said love was, they were not. And everything he said love was not, they were. Rather than hear sweetness in Paul’s letter, the Christians may have found it offensive in pointing out their shortcomings. But it was what needed to be said.

The verse that follows what we heard this morning should not be left out. Paul says, Pursue love and strive for the spiritual gifts. The Corinthians had sought to exercise their ministries and gifts without love. And it was not working. All of their judgments, prophesies, and exercises of gifts were like noisy gongs or a clanging symbols that graded on people’s nerves. Paul said to first learn to love and then prophesy.

Learning to love is always the first task we have. In fact the church is primarily a laboratory for learning to love.

One of my early memories of church was entering a children’s beginner’s Sunday School Class. I was nervous, shy and not at all sure I wanted to be there. The teacher, Mrs. Stinson, came over to me, welcomed me warmly, and assured me that I belonged in that class. After all these years, I remember her smile and her greeting. On that very first day at church I was already learning to love because of Mrs. Stinson.

As we grow in spiritual formation, we discover that love has many dimensions. In today’s gospel reading, the Nazareth congregation had not fully considered love’s implications. Jesus challenged them to a deeper understanding. Love was not only feeling good with your friends, but something much more powerful. When Jesus said, Today this scripture has been fulfilled in your hearing,” here is the scripture of which he was speaking.

“The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he has anointed me to bring good news to the poor. He has sent me to proclaim release to the captives and recovery of sight to the blind, to let the oppressed go free, to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.”

These words were familiar to Jesus’ audience. They liked to hear them, but they were not prepared to take them seriously. They heard them like we might hear today’s epistle at a wedding. Sweet words, but not life changing. Jesus forced the issue with them and they threw him out.
Maybe what Jesus was saying in part is that his hometown synagogue was not much of a laboratory for learning to love if it did not bring good news to the poor or proclaim release to the captives or offer recovery of sight to the blind or promise freedom for the oppressed or proclaim in word and deed the compassion of God. These were measures of love that kept congregations from being only hearers of the word and not doers.

As we are called to be a laboratory for learning and practicing love, there are gospel standards to guide us. And, if these standards are neglected, God will choose others to do the work of salvation. The God we worship calls us out of complacency, bids us to move beyond childish ways, and reveals to us a realm of justice and love that blesses all humanity.

On this day of our Annual Parish Meeting, it is appropriate for us to consider how Holy Trinity is striving to be a faithful parish. How are we doing as a laboratory for learning how to love?

Our parish mission is to open hearts to God. A mission that begins with the love of God. If we are to be true to the call of Jesus, we begin by opening our hearts to God. We begin with what Paul called the pursuit of love. We look to God because God is love.

I want to commend the commitment of so many to spiritual growth. Learning to love God, living to love God, loving to love God are practices seen in this congregation. I urge that this be a central mission, a top priority more and more. As we grow in love, the fruits of our mission will continue to be revealed in amazing ways. People will indeed know we are Christians by our love – authentic love such as Paul described and such as we behold in Jesus.

But that is only half of our parish mission. We are also committed to open doors to community. Another way of stating this is to say we are not only called to love God, but also to love our neighbor.

It is loving our neighbor that got Jesus into trouble in Nazareth and later elsewhere. Yet when we open our hearts to God, the Spirit that comes upon us moves us deeper and deeper into love just as the prophet Isaiah declared and Jesus proclaimed.

I see the mission of building community and loving our neighbor being carried out everyday at Holy Trinity. I see a passion for social justice, a burning desire to reach out to those in need, a welcome smile for all with whom we minister, a genuine concern and love for one another, and hospitality for the stranger.

We would not have dug clean water wells all along the northern coast of Haiti were we not committed to open doors to community. We would not welcome guests to this parish if we did not seek to open doors to community. We would not have provided emergency funds to Honduras Outreach in its financial crisis or built facilities for DEAM or sustained mission trips to New Orleans or be ready to put a solar array on the roof of Tisdale Hall if we were not interested in what it means to live in community, in what it means to love our neighbor.
Yesterday there was a meeting of over fifty representatives from around the diocese here at Holy Trinity to discuss how we in the Diocese of Atlanta can best minister in Haiti. I was so impressed with what congregations are doing and with what they have been doing for some time. There is support for schools, churches, medical facilities, clean water wells, and resources for feeding people. These ministries are aimed toward bringing good news to the poor, releasing people captive to everyday horrors including those of Haitian prisons, recovery of sight to the blind, – One parish is collecting glasses to be sent to Port au Prince. - and letting oppressed people of all ages go free. This is gospel work.

In Holy Trinity’s laboratory for learning how to love, we need always to connect love for God with love for neighbor. Our mission statement joins these two and that is what makes it vibrant. Our mission, like the Great Commandment, gives shape to who we are and what we are about.

Everyday we are called anew to open our hearts to God. That is quite a calling. We need to support one another in this call and we need support from one another. Our worship, our small groups, our parish life are vehicles to nurture and challenge us to grow in Christ. Acts such as listening to one another, greeting friends and guests, maintaining time for discernment and energy for prayer will help us to grow in love. And as we continue to grow, we may be amazed to see where the Spirit leads us. The Spirit’s track record at Holy Trinity is pretty good. As we open our hearts to God more and more, we may find ourselves anointed to open doors to community in new and continued wonderful ways.

We give thanks today. We are blessed by the love of God revealed in Jesus Christ. We are blessed by the love made known at Holy Trinity. And we pray, that as God’s people gathered in this community, our hearts will be opened more and more to the wonders of God, and our doors will swing wide to welcome all who come, and to encourage all who go forth to love and serve the Lord. Indeed, ours is the mission, ours is the wonder of learning to love!

Sermon: Third Sunday after Epiphany

January 24, 2010

The Third Sunday after Epiphany

Luke 4:14-21

Holy Trinity Parish, Decatur, Georgia

The Rev. Dr. Deborah Silver, assisting priest

My joy is gone; grief is upon me, my heart is sick.

Hark, the cry of my poor people from far and wide in the land:

“Is the Lord not in Zion? Is her King not in her?” …

For the hurt of my poor people I am hurt, I mourn,

and dismay has taken hold of me. Is there no balm in Gilead?

Is there no physician there?

Why then has the health of my poor people not been restored?

O that my head were a spring of water,

and my eyes a fountain of tears,

so that I might weep day and night for the slain of my poor people!

These words of the Prophet Jeremiah could well be a prayer of lament coming directly out of earthquake-ravaged Haiti. In fact, when I consider the question “Is there no healing balm in Gilead?” My mind makes the connection to the wounded and hurting people of Port au Prince and other places who lie in wait for medicine to treat infections or soothe the pain.

And yet, there are signs of hope emerging in Port au Prince – a 23 year old man is pulled out of the rubble, alive and in good shape, after 11 days to the cheers of rescuers and dozens of onlookers. The port has been repaired enough that ships are finally able to unload the aid that is so desperately needed. At Food for the Poor headquarters in the heart of Port au Prince, thousands are being fed a hot meal of rice, beans and chicken at the very feeding station where Ed Buckley and Bill Deneke helped serve the hungry just last month. Differences of politics, religion, ethnicity and nationality are put aside as people all over the world work together to bring aid and comfort to the poorest of the poor, the weakest of the weak.

However, there is still cause for continued lament. There are, what Anderson Cooper from CNN calls “preventable deaths” still occurring – deaths from infections that could have been treated if only antibiotics had arrived in time. Countless numbers of newly orphaned children now occupy the city and those who are injured lie in hospital tents with no parent to comfort them and nowhere to go.

And so the words of Jeremiah continue to ring in our ears and hope is threatened by encroaching cynicism and despair. We begin to feel “compassion fatigue” and perhaps we tune in to the news far less frequently or not at all. We may even hear some say that Haitians are different than us. The people have always lived in poverty, their government has always been ineffective and corrupt and will continue to be so regardless of what we do. Cynicism threatens to diminish our hope.

But just when hope is running low and turning a blind eye tempts us, we are graced with today’s lectionary readings. Jesus announces his mission to the poor and the oppressed and the Apostle Paul reminds us of our calling as members of Christ’s body. Their words are challenging but also promise renewed hope.

Paul presents us with one of his most well-known and effective metaphors of Christian community, the image of the body. The word that is translated as “member” in the New Revised Standard Version of the Bible can also be translated as “part” or “limb.” Paul reminds us that in the human body, the organs don’t have turf wars. The heart does not say to the kidneys, “You guys aren’t as important as I,” or “That’s not my job.” No part of the body gets offended by the behavior of another part. Every organ has its job, but no organ is above doing another’s job if the primary organ becomes infected or damaged. Parts of the brain can learn to do the jobs of other parts after an injury has occurred. If the body is attacked by an infection or injury, the entire body sends all of its resources to the site of the wound or infection. The objective is well defined. The well being of the whole body is at stake.

After I graduated from seminary, I worked for a year as a chaplain-resident at a large hospital in Dayton, Ohio. I was assigned to the cardio-thoracic unit where by-pass surgeries were performed on a daily basis. To my surprise I was invited to observe an open-heart surgery. The profound lesson that I learned from this was that there are no turf wars in the Operating Room. No one says, “That’s not my job.” No one passes the buck to someone else. Each person is dependent on the others. They are truly members of one body, working together for one goal: the health, healing and well being of the patient.

As individuals we are not called to be Christ or little Christs, let alone saviors of the world. Those who suffer from this misconception end up burned out and bitter. Rather, we are called to see ourselves as the embodiment of Christ in the world, not primarily as individuals but as local communities of faith, which belong to a larger whole. We are called to be members of a body, the Body of Christ, and to play our part – not more, not less. With this in mind, we need not be overwhelmed by the needs of Haiti or any other part of our hurting world. We may also discover that when called upon, we are given the courage to act as members of Christ’s body.

During World War II a small village in France made an extraordinary statement about solidarity of the faith community. The village of Le Chambon consisted primarily of Huguenots. As the Nazi presence in France increased and deportation of French Jews began, this village took a great risk for its faith. Jewish children were allowed to come there and live with the villagers in their homes.

The children became part of almost every family in town. Since people in small towns know everyone else and their children, there was no way for the rescue to proceed without the support of everyone. One small admission to the Gestapo or Vichy authorities would have betrayed the cause. No one wavered. The only person arrested was the pastor, Andre Trocme, who continued to preach against fascism despite the risks. The children attended school, played in the park, and were visible in every way.

It may be that even the German soldiers occupying the town later in the war chose to look the other way. Everyone in town did their part, and more than one thousand children were saved.

The good news is that we can respond to the tragedies in the world because our sense of identity lies not just in the role we play, nor the status, nor the reward our role brings, but in the sense of oneness with the life of Christ which is the life of God – and ultimately the life of all that is.

The part of the Body of Christ that is Haiti is severely wounded. And so, we are wounded too. The tears of our Haitian brothers and sisters are our tears. Their pain is our pain. Their prayers are our prayers. And their recovery will be our recovery. Now is the time when the whole body comes together and sends all of its available resources to the site of the wound – to fight infection, to promote healing and to make the body whole again.

Holy Trinity is responding to the needs of our brothers and sisters in Haiti. We are offering intercessory prayers. We are putting our money and our resources together and giving to relief organizations like Food for the Poor or Episcopal Relief and Development. The people of Port au Prince are being given hot meals and clean water. Infections are being treated. Surgeries are being performed with less pain. And eventually new houses, new schools and new clinics and hospitals will be built and a new and better city will emerge.

“Is there no balm in Gilead for the hurt of my people”? Yes. There is a balm that heals the body and soothes the soul. The balm is Jesus Christ who was anointed by the Holy Spirit to preach good news to the poor, the oppressed and the wounded of the world. That spirit is no less upon all of us who proclaim Jesus as Lord. We leave here today renewed and empowered to serve as the Body of Christ in the world. Praise be to God!

Sermon: Second Sunday after Epiphany

January 17, 2010

Second Sunday after the Epiphany

John 2:1-11

Holy Trinity Parish, Decatur, Georgia

The Reverend Allan Sandlin, associate rector

Let us dream God’s dream, glimpsed on the mountain,

first by the one King, then King again;

a dream deferred now, waiting the fountain

where justice rolls down and praise ascends.

It’s a funny thing. I’ve been dreaming a lot this week. Maybe I was already thinking about the last verse of the hymn we’ve just sung or maybe Dr. King’s most famous speech took up residence in my dreams.

And I dreamed of Haiti—but they weren’t earthquake dreams. It was the Haiti I knew from a visit there 15 years ago and the dream was full of friends and colors, full of homes, schools and churches we visited that today lie in ruins.

Martin Luther King dreamed of the beloved community, a community made up of people of every race, class and nation. He believed with all his heart that "We are tied together in the single garment of destiny, caught in an inescapable network of mutuality."

An inescapable network of mutuality. I wonder about that this morning as we mourn with our sisters and brothers in Haiti. We watch and wait and listen with them, as the search for missing family and friends continues; as others try to find places to bury the dead while living in cars and on the streets because the buildings that still stand are simply not safe to enter.

If we are paying attention, we can feel, palpably, that “inescapable network of mutuality” pulling us all together.

Here are a few images, memories and impressions of the Haiti I knew in 1995.

Before the earthquake, in the capital city of the poorest country in the Western hemisphere, Port-au-Prince was painted with big, bright splotches of color. Artists and would-be-artists painted big, brave, bold pictures on sidewalks and walls, on buildings and inside churches and schools, anywhere they could find an empty, flat surface. Pictures of birds and flowers, pictures of people with hats and huge, wide smiles, full of life, full of joy.

It was Sunday morning and we jumped on a tap-tap, one of the colorful, rickety Haitian buses, and rode up into the hills outside of Leogane. Five priests, one a native Haitian and four of us, Americans, stood at the altar of St. Etienne’s Episcopal Church in Buteau to celebrate the Holy Eucharist.

The place was packed to overflowing and it was very hot. But the church was built on a hillside and the turquoise painted cinder blocks had space between them to allow an occasional breeze to float through. The faces and the voices of the people were full of joy, full of hope somehow and oh how they sang. We used the French translation of the Book of Common Prayer and they dutifully said the responses in Haiti’s official language, even as we listened to a sermon in Creole and said a few prayers in English.

Outside, children drew letters and pictures in the dust that covered our car and were more than cooperative posing for photographs. I look at those slides today and wonder how they could smile so generously when they had so little. So little food, so little education, so little shelter, so little of everything. And that was before the earthquake.

The images from Haiti this week have been heart-rending and deeply disturbing, beyond belief.

If ever there was a moment when we needed to remember that we belong to a beloved community, that moment is now.

We are part of a beloved community, mindful of the myriad ways we are connected with the people of Haiti, where there are 83,000 Episcopalians worshipping in over 100 congregations. In addition, Haiti has around 200 Episcopal schools for 6,000 students. As you may have heard, the Episcopal Diocese of Haiti is the largest diocese in the Episcopal Church and it is growing.

If names help connect us, we are part of a beloved community because the Episcopal Cathedral in Port-au-Prince is called St. Trinité, Holy Trinity, and the school that lies in ruins this morning is called Holy Trinity School.

We are part of a beloved community because our rector, Bill Deneke, and friends like Ed Buckley and Damian Reeder, who have travelled to Haiti, representing us, keeping watch over the wells your dollars have helped build, wells that provide clean water for people dying of thirst.

On their trip last month, they were part of a team that secured the release from prison of a man held for months for stealing a loaf of bread to feed his children.

We are part of that beloved community, that “inescapable network of mutuality.”

In the 62nd chapter of the book of Isaiah, we have heard this shout:

For Zion’s sake I will not keep silent, and for Jerusalem’s sake I will not rest,

Until her vindication shines out like the dawn, and her salvation like a burning torch.

Isaiah, the prophet, promises to keep talking, keep preaching; he promises that nothing will make him sit down and shut up until God does what God has promised to do: restore Jerusalem and give Jerusalem a new name. No longer will Jerusalem be called desolate and forsaken. God will change her name and everyone in the whole world will know that she is the apple of God’s eye, delightful and pleasing.

Isaiah thus stands at the gate, banging on the door, insisting that God pay attention, that God remember the beloved city and restore the health and welfare of all the people. That’s Isaiah’s vision for the restoration of God’s people, Israel.

What vision, what hope can we have for Haiti today?

We can trust that God is paying attention, that God will remember the people, the beloved, in the city of Port au Prince and the surrounding towns and countryside.

Did you hear that President Obama invited two of his predecessors to the White House yesterday for a meeting about the crisis in Haiti? President Clinton and President Bush subsequently wrote an excellent piece for the NY Times. They are pointing toward the future, God’s future for Haiti.

They wrote: We should never forget the damage done and the lives lost, but we have a chance to do things better than we once did; be a better neighbor than we once were; and help the Haitian people realize their dream for a stronger, more secure nation.

And in order for there to be hope tomorrow, we can send money today, along with our prayers.

At the end of the service this morning (During the announcements this morning), Fr. Deneke will come and share his plan for what we can do at Holy Trinity.

But the question of the future hangs in the air this morning. How can Haiti recover from this cataclysmic disaster?

Bob Herbert, writing in his column yesterday, had this to say:

“Enslavement, murderous colonial oppression, invasions by powerful foreign armies, grotesque homegrown tyrants, natural disasters — all you have to do is wait a while in Haiti for the next catastrophe to strike. On Tuesday, it was an earthquake that crushed the capital city of Port-au-Prince and much of its surroundings and raised the level of suffering and death to heights that defied comprehension…

Just when you think the ultimate has happened, the absolute worst, something even more dire, comes along.

And yet.

No matter how overwhelming the tragedy, how bleak the outlook, no matter what malevolent forces the fates see fit to hurl at this tiny, beleaguered, mountainous, sun-splashed portion of the planet, there is no quit in the Haitian people.

They rose up against the French and defeated the forces of Napoleon to become the only nation to grow out of a slave revolt. They rose up against the despotic Jean-Claude (Baby Doc) Duvalier and sent him packing. Despite ruthless exploitation by more powerful nations, including the United States, and many long years of crippling civil strife, corruption, terror and chronic poverty, the Haitian people have endured.

They will not be defeated by this earthquake.” he concludes.

On Friday afternoon, I had an email from Tracy Bruce, a priest friend of mine who has been working in Haiti for 20 years. She writes about the hope and the courage of the Haitian people…

I have been particularly touched by the singing in procession in Champs de Mars, the large plaza in Port au Prince. They were characterized by CNN reporters as a spiritual people maintaining their faith and hope in the midst of despair. It reminded me of my first visit to Haiti 20 years ago, working with people living in the absolute middle of paradox and celebrating.

These beautiful people know something of celebration in the midst of great suffering!

Today, we open our arms and our hearts to enlarge our beloved community, to remember with thanks the life of the Rev. Martin Luther King, to mourn with our sisters and brothers in Haiti.

In the future, we can redouble our efforts to help build more wells, to rebuild schools and churches, to rebuild roads, to help with reforestation projects. We can send teachers and doctors and engineers to work as partners with the Haitian people.

We can work together, sing, teach, plant trees and learn from the people of Haiti the lessons they have to teach us about hope, about courage, about faith.

Let us pray.

God of the living and the dead, we wail in grief at the pain and loss and horror and distress of our brothers and sisters in Haiti.

We do not understand your ways –that those who already suffer the most,

now suffer so much more.

Where people are still breathing under collapsed buildings, give them air and hope and courageous searchers.

Where children are injured or orphaned, find them trusted friends and generous caregivers.

Where despair is infectious and disease or looting spreads, bring patience and forbearance and healing and strength to conquer temptation.

And when others look with compassion from afar, release resources, empower expertise, shape political will, and bring deliverance for your people in their distress.

Through him who was crushed and bruised for us, in the comfort of your Holy Spirit. Amen. (Prayer written by Sam Well, Dean of Duke Chapel)

One of the personal connections that draws me into a beloved community with the people of Haiti is music. I have friends in that country with whom it’s been my privilege to make music both here and there.

So when I discovered a new hymn about Haiti a couple of days ago, I knew we had to sing it this morning. Presbyterian pastor and songwriter, Carolyn Winfrey Gillette, was inspired to write a hymn for Haiti this past week. In an interview on Thursday, she said “I wrote this hymn as a way of providing a prayer that could be sung in worship, so people could express their sadness and grief at this disaster, as well as their faith in God and a commitment to serve God in the midst of tragedy," Gillette says. "The things we believe, that we sing about on Sunday mornings, need to be related to the things we see and experience in the world around us," Gillette says.

In Haiti, There is Anguish

In Haiti, there is anguish that seems too much to bear;

A land so used to sorrow now knows even more despair.

From city streets, the cries of grief rise up to hills above;

In all the sorrow, pain and death, where are you, God of love?

A woman sifts through rubble, a man has lost his home,

A hungry, orphaned toddler sobs, for she is now alone.

Where are you, Lord, when thousands die, the rich, the poorest poor?

Were you the very first to cry for all that is no more?

O God, you love your children; you hear each lifted prayer!

May all who suffer in that land know you are present there.

In moments of compassion shown, in simple acts of grace,

May those in pain find healing balm, and know your love’s embrace.

Where are you in the anguish? Lord, may we hear anew

That anywhere your world cries out, you’re there-- and suffering, too.

And may we see, in others’ pain, the cross we’re called to bear;

Send out your church in Jesus’ name to pray, to serve, to share.

Tune: Frederick Charles Maker, 1881

Text: Copyright 2010 by Carolyn Winfrey Gillette. All rights reserved.

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Sermon: The Baptism of Our Lord Jesus Christ

January 10, 2010

The Baptism of Our Lord Jesus Christ

Luke 3:15-17, 21-22

Holy Trinity Parish, Decatur, Georgia

The Very Reverend William Thomas Deneke, rector

Baptism is a rite that proclaims transformation. It is more about Christ’s death and resurrection than John the baptizer’s focus on God’s anger and vengeance. Why Jesus wanted to be baptized by John has long been debated. Whatever the reason, Jesus’ baptism by John did not reveal a messiah with a winnowing fork ready to cast the unfaithful away like chaff. Instead, this figure from Nazareth, ready to take up his mission, got God’s attention and approval. Perhaps it was destined; perhaps the time was right. But the vision of John the baptizer was about to be radically changed. And the signal for what would shake the foundations was a dove and a voice from heaven that said, in the words of the Cotton Patch version of the Bible, “You are my dear Son, I’m proud of you.”

Jesus did not stick around long on the banks of the Jordan after that. He did not stay with John’s theology of retribution and wrath. But he did stay with the commitment to holiness.

And that commitment led him on a journey that defines the baptism we will administer today.

The gospel reading gives us more than a hint about how Jesus reshaped John’s baptism. We discover that somehow in the mix of what we call the baptismal life – a mix much messier than John imagined – the Holy Trinity plays the major role. And what John saw as simple right and wrong is only a prologue to a more profound drama of redemption and hope. With the arrival of the Holy Spirit, Jesus the faithful Son, and God the loving Father, things got a lot more complicated.

The gospel uses imagery to describe the presence of the Holy Spirit and God the Father. The Holy Spirit descended upon Jesus in bodily form like a dove… and a voice came from heaven. This is poetic language. The kind of language that can describe what ordinary words fail to convey. Our imaginations are quickened. And we hear God say, “You are my dear Son; I’m proud of you.”

Somewhere in our baptismal life we need to hear words like that. Maybe at our baptism. But perhaps not even in church. But somewhere, some time, some place.

Today’s reading from the Acts of the Apostles attests to a variety of early church beliefs about how and when the Spirit acts in baptism. There has long been a lively discussion in the Church about the distinction between water baptism and spirit baptism.

In our liturgy the marking of the cross on the forehead of the newly baptized is one sign of spirit baptism. Another is the laying on of hands in confirmation. But then it can be a long time between baptism and confirmation, and what if the Spirit can’t wait?

Generally, we have tried to normalize the work of the Spirit. But truthfully that’s hard to do when you’re dealing with poetic forms like doves and voices from heaven. The Spirit resists our efforts to normalize him …or her. So even though there is a well-defined institutional script for God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit, we have to be careful not to fall into the trap of John the baptizer. We can never take away the wonder of what is ultimately sacred and amazingly compassionate.

So here we are, about to baptize Charles Randall Booker and Kaelyn Rebecca Carter into a mystery based on the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ. And about the only way they or any of us can ever really link with the baptismal life is through the gift of the Holy Spirit. That puts us pretty at the mercy of grace. At the mercy of the voice that said, You are my son; I’m proud of you.

Of course, we make promises – vows – as we enter into the baptismal covenant. But we know we’re really not up to keeping those promises. We may do our best, but it is only through the love of God that we will be made what we aspire to become. Only through the gift of the Holy Spirit will we become what God calls us to be.

That does not mean we are free to dismiss our vows. It does mean that in dying to ourselves and allowing God to raise us to the life of Christ, we can be transformed into more faithful keepers of the covenant. That is what the baptismal life is about.

And in this process we may hear with some regularity, if we truly listen, a voice from beyond say, “You are my dear one; I’m proud of you.” When we hear that with our hearts, we know that the Holy Spirit is around.

But there is another twist: one important to keep in mind. Before we get too confident in our walk with Jesus, we might remember the seventh chapter of the Gospel of Mark. Here Jesus is approached by a foreign woman who begs him to cast out a demon from her little daughter. Jesus’ response is “Let the children – my people – be fed first, for it is not fair to take the children’s food and throw it to the dogs – the foreigners. Jesus comes around only after the woman confronts his exclusive moral judgment.

Sometimes the Spirit speaks to us thorough voices other than those from heaven. And dying to ourselves and being raised by God means listening and responding even to what we may not want to hear. That’s what Jesus came to do with the foreign woman.

Yesterday, at a baptism workshop, we listened to one another as we told our stories of doubt and faith, of being lost and being found. It is both in telling our stories and in hearing those of others that we discover the wonder of God among us. The stories we share are gifts, gifts that reveal our joys and struggles in responding to the wonder of a heavenly voice that keeps somehow saying, You are my dear one; I’m proud of you.

So we can promise Charles Randall and Kaelyn Rebecca that if they take their baptism seriously, they are in for a lively journey. This is the baptismal life into which we welcome them. It is a journey that can finally only be described poetically. One too wondrously full of possibilities for us to describe in mundane terms. We need our rich liturgies and more. And we need the soulful silence of the universe.

Charles and Kaelyn, your family, friends and all on the journey are here to encourage you, to love you and to forgive you along the way. But most of all, most of all, the wonder of God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit is with you on this day and throughout your journey through baptismal waters.